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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Saturday, April 12, 2008, 5:39 AM

I havent been feeling great these few days; not smiling, day-dreaming, crying in school. Sigh. I'm sorry guys, i probably dampen some of your moods. Stupid me.

But i thank these following people for what they have done in class and after school for me!
-Jin
-Naimah
-Amanda
-Jonathan
-Nicholas
-Alvin
-Joshua
-Jaclynn
-Gina
-Yuduan
-Jiaying
-Weikai

There's a lot more lah but these people specially talked to me about my problem!
(But i do appreciate the others too lah!) And of course, YOU. But i'm sorry for those attitudes to you. But i can't help it, i guess i won't be smiling for these days. Oh i remember about this part in chemistry lab today, i said to Jaclynn OR Yuduan about i may not be smiling for the next couple of weeks then Jonathan went, huh! got so kua zhang meh!? HAH. Cause he knows what happened. Thanks ah. I had to do the experiments with Jonathan and Nicholas today, cause three persons to a bench table; had to move over from Jac, yuduan and jiaying. And nicholas so slow. Everytime Jon and i had to wait for him to start together.

And yesterday...
After school, i went for lunch at Jack's Place near school. Was a sudden arrangement, then Jin was nice enough to offer to treat me for that meal(: Then Alvin chipped in. And then cousin Joshua too. Thanks for this! I owe you three one!
After lunch, we went back to school and we played netball. That was the only time i smiled whole lot that day. :D
Went back around 5 and after doing a bit of work, i rushed to try to meet Jin for the 7.15pm shuttle bus to Amanda's house for Yuqi's party. And i did! Met Jin's tennis friend-Marcus or something. Blah blah blah. Took lots of pictures there. Had pizza hut, chat around, played the guitar thingy on the plasma tv. And i spoiled the part by saying i had to go early. Amanda's mum called my mum to let me stay longer. But couldnt. So she called a taxi for us and handed me $30 for taxi fare. But it was only $9.10. Well, talked to YOU and then i said i was going to sleep. SO conversation and sms ended. But then somehow i woke up at one. Couldnt get back to sleep. Then i stared at the ceiling and slept till morning! Best night this week.

-Guys, i will get back to my normal mood, SOON. After next week i guess. Just bear with me, i need time.
This shall END tonight.

Shall end this here!